Starting the Year right

I got a text asking me how things were going and I wasn't really sure how to reply. Nothing in my life has changed recently, but my life has come so far in the last two years. This is something I realize when I started reading Thin Within again. For those of you who know me, you know that with this book I found freedom in Christ and was able to lose 100 pounds. It's only been a few days and already I have found that I forgot everything I learned. In trying so hard to find my balance in my life, I learned that I was trying too hard. 

The last couple of years has been intense. I am in the same position in my job, but it's not the same.  I have faced situations that have brought extreme stress to my life. Part of it was due to work, this is what happens when you work emergency services. The other part was being in a relationship, my first real relationship after my divorce. Add to that learning how to live with parents again after being out on my own. Even though I had a great job and I still love what I do I was really uncertain of what I was doing in my life. 

Not knowing really where I was going coupled with the stress in my life brought me to the lowest point in my life. I started going back to school, and now I am 1 credit away from graduation. 

I found healing in Thin Within and I am so glad to be doing it again. God brings things together to work for the best. I joined a group for support, because when we have support we are able to accomplish things. These are the things that I have learned. The most important thing I have learned is this, "When there is no vision, the people perish." Proverbs 29:18. 

I have a vision, I have hopes and dreams for my future. I may be a grown up but it takes a while to figure out what we are doing in our lives. I think I finally figured it out. 

Birthday Blog!!

It's the funniest thing, I love birthdays! Especially mine, who would have thought? This year is a milestone, one that most people look upon with dread. I'm actually quite excited for this birthday, for this new year that has come. I've been threatened with a headstone, a cemetery cake, and other items to mourn the passing of my 20's. For me it's different, I have waited for this year to come. I've been looking forward to this year with anticipation and joy.
I remember as a kid 30 was the ultimate goal, by the time I was 30 I was going to be a published author, because there is no way I could do that any later in life. I was almost disheartened when I thought about that goal. I don't have a book that has been widely published and backed by a large publishing house, that is true. I do have two books that I have self published and that have been read by more then just me.
When I was younger I was told by a dear aunt not to get married until after I turned 30. I didn't understand her advice then but promised her many times that I would listen and take her advice. Turns out I didn't and ended up divorced before 30, but at least I haven't gotten married again before 30. That's an accomplishment.
Last year at this time I was working on a novel and I was determined to finish it by my 30th birthday. That has not happened, which is one goal I wish I could have finished. It's still a work in progress as is my newest story which is the most unique one I have started thus far.
I had some goals last year to enjoy the time I have with my children and to make the most of life and enjoy. I have to say that I accomplished that, even though it's my 30th and I'm still living in my parents house it has given me a freedom to go places. I've been able to take my children places, to see and experience new things. I have given them memories that will last them a lifetime and moments I cherish.
This year is the best year of my life, it's full of endless possibility, limitless potential, and wonderful family and friends to share it with. Raise your glasses and cheer! This is going to be a great year!